| I'm slightly curious as to how this all works. It's all so fancy. My last blog was in October of last year. Half a year ago. And I STILL wouldn't have blogged. If it hadn't been for the lack of activity on my to do list. Me on xanga. This is incredible.
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| Last entry... August 27, 2005.
It's been over a month && i still have no desire to write here. But of course, I will continue to as a feeling of i have nowhere else to turn. Sounds pretty lame to me. Well, it is. Quite lame. But, my problems aren't suited for my friends, you see because they deal with a broken heart. One they wish not to mend because they pretty much disapprove the guy. Well. I don't know. I got myself thinking I was over && done with it when it suddenly turned around completely. Now, I feel kind of vulnerable && useless is you ask me. I can say anything I want. Tell him all the words I can get out of my system and pour out of my heart, but. He won't hear them. That's actually my fault. But I he comes about it like he's on the same page && that he understands. But he's not. And he doesn't. Because if he did, I wouldn't be so hurt right now. This blog is so full of it. What exactly is it? I don't know. But it's full of it. I feel so twisted up inside. I'm making a bigger deal out of it than it is. In hindsight, this will all be foolish. As for now, I'm pretty torn. But it's ok. I'm 15. What have I got to lose right now? |
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| I've just been so tired. i'm leaving this thing. for now atleast.
ya'll know i'm gonna be coming back. i just don't need this
thing right now. sophomore school year starts in two days.
what to expect. what to not expect. expect the unexpected.
let's see... this should be fun. |
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| mmk. i'm spiritual right now.
and i have my monthly visitor. this
contradicts every one of my actions.
what am i to do ? |
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| They say that wishes don't come true
But the only wish of mine is you
I sit I wonder I watch the sky
That once again I'll see those eyes
But your face your smile is hard to grasp
Because my only wish is too much to ask. |
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